Knowing when your story is ready for the world is a huge challenge for a person as self-critical as I am.
It is almost time and I have two books waiting on the sideline for their time to shine. I could edit and revise for an eternity, I'm sure, and never feel they are ready to fly. I'm going to self-publish a short story or two first and get my feet wet and to calm the near-paralyzing self-doubt.
I've overcome a lot in the last couple years and I'm approaching my 40th birthday with great haste. It's time to either shit or get off the pot. Yes, it's crude but it's the truth. I can't namby-pamby my way through life. It's too short and I don't want this to be a regret. It's something I can control. Either do it or don't.
So I have spent the last month learning about formatting and cover design. There is so much to learn I could spend a lifetime just watching videos on how other people have become successful.
The ins and outs of the business are scary. And the thought of horrible reviews is terrifying.
I'm going to make mistakes and that's a part of life. Accept it and move on.
With the help and support of my Writing Groups and my family I hope to make my dreams a reality this year.
